Yeah this actually is happening, I wonder who will actually read it though.
I had thought about going to language school before, never seriously and never about this summer. I thought it would eventually be
helpful on many levels: school, some of dad's Mexican help, and trips to Mexico, maybe eventually some time spent down there. Like I said though, never anything serious. Then things changed, fast.
Last weekend was the
Gridley World Invite. I wasn't going to go. I had just finished my last day of school and wanted to take a break, but at the last minute, about 11:30 on the way home from Rhett's I decided to go and we left Saturday morning at 8:00. The day was great, for all my bad expectations, it was a really great day that focused on prayer and mission, mainly the power of prayer in the Great Commission. After all the talking and things were over, I was talking to David. Jeff had told me he was going to Language school this summer and so I asked him about it. The first thing out of his mouth was "Yeah, I'm going. You want to come?" This took me back a little, but I didn't really think about it that much. Finished the conversation with him and nothing really happened. Later, I was talking with Jeff and I told him what David had said and he immediately lit up. His face was so hopeful and excited that my mind skipped a couple of times and I realized, suddenly, that language school wasn't out of the question and immediately my mind started to do the excuse thing.
Jeff and I talked for a little while and I shared what was going through my mind. I was worried about this summer ( I wasn't planning to go to Mexico). I worried that next year after school I would want to go to Mexico after all the portfolio work and things that I had to go through. What did God want me to learn Spanish for? What is His plan? I still don't know.
Anyway, when the everything was over on Saturday night, Jeff and I went to Roanoke to stay with our Grandparents. I went to sleep praying that God would 1) show me what he wanted me to do-quickly because the summer had already started and I needed to get going, and 2) that God would open the doors and make it work ( I didn't have ton's of obligations this summer, but enough to make things a little complicated for God. You know how it is, I wanted to test Him a little. Not a good idea as God is, well, God and He can pass any test (which he did with flying colors).
I woke up on Sunday, got ready for church and went to church thinking that everything was maybe behind me by now, maybe next summer. Well, John
Bradle stands up to preach and first of all opens to some random Old Testament book and reads it. I don't think much about it. We sing, we pray and he opens to Acts 9,
Annanias going to heal Paul after he was
blinded on the road to Damascus. So, John proceeds to preach an entire sermon about how
Annanias didn't understand why God was telling him to do this, it didn't make sense, it could even be very dangerous, but
Annanias just trusted God and took the next step. I don't know if I have ever heard a sermon that was so directed to me nor felt so directed and led by God. Then Tom Hoffman stands up and finishes up telling a story of Magdalena and how God works in ways that we can't comprehend. Then he goes on to say almost word for word "If you feel that the Spirit is leading you to do something and it doesn't really make sense, you don't understand it, take the next step, just do it. Then they announce Ready to Go as the song to end the service. I didn't really have any
argument for God at that point. It has been amazing.
So then I come home and get started with all the planning and well, just like I prayed, everything has fallen into place. My last school obligation is on June 14
th, I will leave June 15
th on the same flight as Rudy, Rosario, and Claudia. I will be able to go with them to
Ixtlan and then go on to
Morelia. I will get back on the 6
th of August and my next school obligation is the 7
th. Everything is falling into place perfectly.
I will be taking the individual/one-on-one classes, 4 lessons a day, for 7 weeks. I will be living with a family down there that the school places me with. I am excited, but scared about the transition.
Here are my Prayer requests as of now:
1. God would use this time above all else to glorify His Name
2. God would open my mind to Spanish and help me to learn and apply everything I learn
3. God would use this time to strengthen my relationship with Him on all levels
4. God would give me the grace and boldness not to balk at any chance I have to share his name and love with those I meet
5. Obviously, God would guide me and strengthen me as I transition to living in Mexico, essentially alone.
It encourages me to know that I will have your prayers behind me as I go through these next couple of months